right now i’m
drowning in the avalanche.
its ripples have been following me for weeks, months.
Angry shaking, quaking ground that
rips the balance from my body,
leaves me fetal on the ground.
furiously lost in the depths, with no one to dig me out.
alone in the white-out, terrified that I won’t ever be found
the small selfish spark in me begs your name
to save me from my own heart